I think I can

Stephanie Brown.
Average university student and Batgirl extraordinaire! Eggplant Wonder and waffle specialist.




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Long Overdue

ofthefittest:

violetbat:

She sighed, “I’m sor—” and then winced, because really, hadn’t that been just what he’d told her to stop doing? She really needed to start listening and stop running her mouth off. It would certainly get her into less trouble.

So, choosing to focus on something else than her mouth, with a mind of it’s own, she crawled across the hall to sit beside him, resting her head on the wall and offering him a small smile. “Everyone makes mistakes, Dami. Take it from me, who’s pretty much the queen of them. Y’know, at breaking things,” she laughed, trying to make a joke out of his previously jarring stab at her relationships. “Which is why I’d understand if you wanted to blame me. I pretty much thought you had, the night that we—um—y’know, and you walked away from me. And stopped talking to me. Aaaaand pretty much started ignoring my existence.”

She played with the hem of her sleeve, nervous. “But like you said, blame’s for two. Takes two to tango. A pair of—” she realized that rambling on and on was one of her finest flaws, and likely the one he hated the most, so she cut it short, moving on. Especially when he apologized.

When Damian Wayne apologized to Stephanie Brown about feelings. And then said they were friends.

What in the crap was the world coming to?

Whatever it was, she was damn well getting steady footing in it before it flew away on her. So she oustretched her arms, and grinned brightly. “Friends. I think I can manage that one, kid.” She did not miss the way she hesitated, leaving it open-ended, before continuing. “Celebratory friend hugs are in order. And I’m sure as crap not taking no for an answer. So c’mere, before I bug out and head home, Dami.”

A crease formed between his brows at her outstretched arms, and he resisted the urge to fall back a step, his heart lurching in a panic. Hugs were… unfamiliar and far, far too close. His dignified personal bubble, the arms-length at which he kept most of the world restrained him from such a gesture. Hugs were for… Grayson, at times, when needed, but from Brown… the idea was uncomfortable.

The surprised hopefulness in her face reassured him, that for once, he had done well with his words, and he was grateful that he needn’t try again, or expose anymore of his softer side, but physical contact seemed to undo the right they had just began.

He opened his mouth to declare so, but suddenly her cheeky grin was much closer than it had been a breath ago. He inhaled sharply, arms too slow to defend himself, and she pounced.

A faint flush of anger lit up his dark cheeks. Anger. A flush of anger, goddammit.

His growl of protest was muffled into obscurity against her collarbone, and half of his face was blinded by ridiculously potently scented curls. She giggled, the tremors bubbling from her core and landing in warm breath on the back of his neck.

“Brrwwnnn,” he complained, locked against her chest and unable to even make the choice to pull away or return the embrace. “Br - pbt, thh - Brown!”

She expects him to punch and kick or something, honestly. She expects him to do everything he can to avoid physical affection—to avoid a simple, harmless hug, because that’s against his rules of not being a real boy and stuff.

So she grins wider when he doesn’t pull away, but simply groans at her and mumbles and makes a fuss. But doesn’t try to pull away. And that? That speaks far louder than anything in their entire conversation so far. Makes her feel that maybe putting her foot in her mouth—or, well, the other things that happened when she was magicked into being eleven for awhile—were actually a good thing, in the end.

That it might just have helped them, in the end. And really, she can wait to see how it plays out. She really can.

“Yeeeeeees?” she hums, finally letting him go and sitting back, shit-eating grin on her lips.

Long Overdue

ofthefittest:

violetbat:

She sighs, staring down at her own two feet and the distance between hers and his across the hall. She refuses to look up, knowing she may well find something in the way he’ll be looking at her that she won’t like—anger, sadness, disgust, rejection.

“I want…,” she pauses, chewing on her bottom lip. “I want to tell you what you want to hear. About how we—about what happened, and what it means and how I—we—everything.”

She leans her head back, resting on the wall and closing her eyes. “But I can’t. And I’m sure I don’t have to tell you why. I’d say you’ve thought about every possible reason why we can’t have that conversation yet—why I’m not ready to—and chalked it all up to me not caring, to it not being possible.”

Finally, she opens her eyes, locking her blue eyes with his, daring him to tell her she’s wrong about everything. “What I want is to be your friend, Damian. Someone you can come to. Someone you can count on. Someone who cares about you, no matter how often she screws up and says stupid things. So, I’m…sorry. About what happened. About hurting you and your feelings. I’m just…really sorry.”

He blinked, taken aback.

She… damn her, she knew him too well. He seethed for a moment, battling for control of their staring contest, furiously waiting for her to break, turn, look away as she always eventually did.

But not this time. This time, there was only sincerity and certainty and it was he who wavered and broke. And still, the burning pressure of her eyes lingered on him, calmly reducing him to distraught mess.

Curse her.

“Stop apologizing,” he growled at her knees. “Just cut it out, it’s - it’s not helping.”

Barely audibly, Damian sighed in defeat. Why did she need to hear him say it? Couldn’t see she what she did - what she continued to do to him? But he had learned at an early age that adaptation was survival…and so be it.

He inhaled, and choose his words carefully.

“I had thought I understood the situation. I thought I knew how to control… whatever this aftermath was going to be. But I made an error of calculation when I dismissed any possibility that you we - eleven year old you was in any way… emotionally concerned.”

Even still, he was still trying to wrap his mind around it all, and he scrunched his nose at the foreign words.

“But, if I am to understand all your stuttering, conflicted body language, and apologies, then… you should know I’m not angry with you.” He kept his eyes squarely planted on the wall directly behind her, terrified of the overwhelming vulnerability of his position.

“It would be far easier if I could be. If you were the villain, but I am also to blame for how far this went.” he paused to suck in breath, setting aside his pride and surcumbing to the desperation in her eyes.

“I’m sorry. For childishly overlooking your feelings.”

Finally, he lifted his head to look her in the face, but after a moment’s consideration, his brows dropped into a scowl once more.

“And you know we’re ‘friends.’ Don’t be ridiculous, after everything, how could we not?”

She sighed, “I’m sor—” and then winced, because really, hadn’t that been just what he’d told her to stop doing? She really needed to start listening and stop running her mouth off. It would certainly get her into less trouble.

So, choosing to focus on something else than her mouth, with a mind of it’s own, she crawled across the hall to sit beside him, resting her head on the wall and offering him a small smile. “Everyone makes mistakes, Dami. Take it from me, who’s pretty much the queen of them. Y’know, at breaking things,” she laughed, trying to make a joke out of his previously jarring stab at her relationships. “Which is why I’d understand if you wanted to blame me. I pretty much thought you had, the night that we—um—y’know, and you walked away from me. And stopped talking to me. Aaaaand pretty much started ignoring my existence.”

She played with the hem of her sleeve, nervous. “But like you said, blame’s for two. Takes two to tango. A pair of—” she realized that rambling on and on was one of her finest flaws, and likely the one he hated the most, so she cut it short, moving on. Especially when he apologized.

When Damian Wayne apologized to Stephanie Brown about feelings. And then said they were friends.

What in the crap was the world coming to?

Whatever it was, she was damn well getting steady footing in it before it flew away on her. So she oustretched her arms, and grinned brightly. “Friends. I think I can manage that one, kid.” She did not miss the way she hesitated, leaving it open-ended, before continuing. “Celebratory friend hugs are in order. And I’m sure as crap not taking no for an answer. So c’mere, before I bug out and head home, Dami.”

donnathetroywonder:

violetbat:

donnathetroywonder:

violetbat replied to your post: So you were…a mom once too? (Because this is totally not an awkward way to address a really freaking cool superhero lady you’ve been a fan of since forever ohmygodstephshutup)

But you got to like—enjoy time with him, right? You got be a mom? And heck yeah, you’re awesome! And he—he did? Me?

I did. The few years that I did have with him were some of the best I’ve ever known. It just made losing him even harder though.

Oh yeah. Dick talks about the Batfam all the time. You’re with Kon right?

I suppose it would be better than, um, never knowing him at all?

Hah. Hahaha. Hahahahhahah—I mean, uh, no. No. Very much no. Cass was, but I most certainly am not. I’m the one kid that’s not technically part of the happy family.

Well I’m sure that would be difficult too. But now, all I notice is the way that he isn’t waiting for me in the kitchen demanding breakfast when I wake up. There’s a teddy bear sitting in the back of a closet, that will never be picked up again. My apartment’s quiet with the absence of his laughter and—

I’m rambling. Sorry. I just get overly emotional on Mother’s Day.

…Oh my mistake then. But Dick has mentioned you and he’s had nothing but good things to say about you.

Hey, it’s cool. If talking about it makes you feel better, then I’m all ears. It’s kinda…nice, knowing that somewhere out there my kid’s being treated to the love you obviously gave yours. Not that I’ve ever told anyone I think about it.

Uh, until now. And you. Clearly. Crap.

Did he now? Well, I’m—that’s—cooooool.

beautyisthelynx sent: i do not want to be where i am... i can touch them both with very short pole...

And I do wish I didn’t know that.

So you, uh—you’re with Tim, then? Like, around Tim, I mean. In the same room.

donnathetroywonder:

violetbat replied to your post: So you were…a mom once too? (Because this is totally not an awkward way to address a really freaking cool superhero lady you’ve been a fan of since forever ohmygodstephshutup)

But you got to like—enjoy time with him, right? You got be a mom? And heck yeah, you’re awesome! And he—he did? Me?

I did. The few years that I did have with him were some of the best I’ve ever known. It just made losing him even harder though.

Oh yeah. Dick talks about the Batfam all the time. You’re with Kon right?

I suppose it would be better than, um, never knowing him at all?

Hah. Hahaha. Hahahahhahah—I mean, uh, no. No. Very much no. Cass was, but I most certainly am not. I’m the one kid that’s not technically part of the happy family.

beautyisthelynx sent: this is very... what is word? "frustrating."

This is Tim we’re talking about. It’s his job to be frustrating.

And I’m not touching anything involving tem with a ten foot pole.

milliondollardebut replied to your post: Happy Mother’s Day Stephanie. Though you may have given up your child, you still carried and gave birth to them, and are thus a mother.

Steph, for what it’s worth, I do think you made the right decision. Down the road, if you become a mother again, I think you’d be a fantastic one.

I know I made the right choice for h—for the baby. I just wonder sometimes…what it might be like if I hadn’t.

Haha, not that it matters, so mooooooving on.

Thanks, Babs. It means a lot.

beautyisthelynx sent: is the Red Robin... what is he with the Superboy?

I wouldn’t know.

Or want to talk about. You’d have to ask Tim, or his super best something or other with benefits.

Anonymous sent: Happy Mother's Day Stephanie. Though you may have given up your child, you still carried and gave birth to them, and are thus a mother.

Um, thanks.

I think.

beautyisthelynx sent: you was together with the Red Robin, yes?

Yes. I was.

Point?